With the dollar he bought a box, three brushes, and some blacking.

他用那一块钱买了一个盒子、三个刷子和一些黑鞋油。

They needed blacking just as they had before, for the paths of Spain are dusty and rough with pebbles.

西班牙的道路尘土飞扬，布满卵石，所以人们还像以前一样需要擦鞋。

It isn't like blacking out; it's more as if the film of memory has been spliced here and there.

感觉不是眼前一黑昏过去了；更像是记忆的电剪辑，将这段那段凭空接在了一起。

And then the last thing I remember is collapsing on the floor and just blacking out and thinking this isn't real, this isn't real.

我记得的最一件事就是我倒在地板上，晕过去了，我当时还在想这不是真的，这不是真的。

The humiliations of his father's imprisonment and his labor in the blacking factory formed Dickens's greatest wound and became his deepest secret.

父亲入狱和他在黑鞋油厂当劳工所带来的耻辱成为狄更斯最大的创伤，也成为他最深的秘密。

Dickens himself experienced this hardship as a child when he was forced to work in a boot blacking factory after his father was sent to debtors' prison.

狄更斯孩童时，父亲因债务被送到监狱，他被迫到鞋油工厂工从那时就体会到困苦的生存环境。

If you've been having gaps in your memory, blacking out often, and finding it hard to keep your train of thought, it might be your mind crying out to you for help, asking you to work through your trauma.

如果你的记忆一直有空白，经常健忘，并且发现很难保持思路，那可能是你的大脑在向你大声求救，请求你克服创伤。