But I also did not start walking around my neighborhood to not meet people. I understood the necessity and luxury of working from home, but I dreaded the dreariness.

并不是说我开始在附近走动不是为了见别人。我理解在家工作的必要性和奢侈，我害怕这乏味。

Winter was long that year, the dreariness punctuated only by my weekly counseling sessions and the odd sense of loss, almost bereavement, I felt whenever I finished one TV series and had to find another.

那年的冬天尤为漫长，只有每周的心理咨询会打断那沉闷。每当部电视剧，我会有莫名的失落感，几乎是丧亲之痛，于是不得不再去找下部。