Could l have been any more goddamn spastic?

我怎会那么笨拙？

Interestingly, these neurons become so starved for stimulation, they become hypersensitive and start firing inappropriately, causing increased muscle tone and muscle spasms, so we call this spastic paralysis.

有趣的，神经元变得非常" 渴望" 刺激，它们会变得极度敏感，并开始不恰当地发放冲动，引起肉张力增加和肉痉挛，所以称之为痉挛性瘫痪（硬瘫）。

It didn't matter to me if I'd spent the morning really struggling with my medication, or at lunch my legs being very spastic, or even if I had fallen out of my wheelchair.

如果上我都为吃药而苦苦挣扎，或在午饭时腿抽筋了，甚至从轮椅上摔下来，对我都不重要。